Don't Be a Lemon

So life is squeezing the lemon out of me……………………..

And as I have said before sitting and thinking how bad it can be is the most difficult part. While seeing yourself being squeezed hard isn’t that bad………. You know why? Because there is nothing left to imagine. What is real bad, real evil and real dark time is right under your nose and you think “I saw it coming, I imagined it……. So fuck off!!!!!!”

There is a difference between the time when you try to get everyone to believe you, trust you, support you and the time when you know no one gives a shit so you don’t care who’s there or not there for you.

There is a difference between the attitude of trying to do something which is appreciated by others and the attitude to do something which genuinely excites you.

There is a difference between trying to look for ideals in others to follow and trying to bring out the best of the ideal you.

And these are a few of the things that I realized when I had already been a big, dried out, stale, been kicked at lemon to life and world and everything else. Winning a fight can surely upgrade your personality traits, but losing it can do unimaginable things to your psychology! There are probabilities of what can happen and at what time, depending on the lemon we are talking about. If you fall down a pit the person at sea level wouldn’t be in as much a hurry to fly up to sky as much as you want to leap out. In the series of hits and misses and consequent lethargy and agony some lemons take it as a given and live, get married, have babies in the pit and create an illusion of happily ever after by cursing everything that’s above them. And there are some who would just hit it hard and keep doing it until they leap out and in there aggression fly to far off places………………………….then eventually when they had their fill and realize this isn’t where home is, they return back and have their genuine happily ever after.

So before us, there have been people who lived life and have returned to pits and they know where the true happiness lies and they go on telling novices how they should do the best by not trying at all to get out. But if you listen to others for ideas, for solutions, for pity you are just being a LEMON. Why? Because you wouldn’t know the value of what things are until you really do it. People travel the world to get experience. Some would say what use it was? But the more you explore the more you take risks more profound will be your understanding of life and your own feelings. And more your understanding, richer is your life and more efficient is your work. You will be wiser when you return to nest.

 We might fail when we take risks, we feel bad but we don’t realize we have become more equipped for the next trial. We become vulnerable when we ogle at and envy the so-called strawberries and pine apples and that degrades our lemon status all the more. We can be happy, u see, we have chocolates, music, internet and stuff (evil grin) and we can be a lemon too alongside………… but to be satisfied inside our juicy core we have to try……… try to be what we want , to do what we want irrespective of what the banana said or the grocery store said. It’s a time to make mistakes instead of following the safe plan. Don’t hesitate to do something that you disliked yesterday but like now. Whatever you are there is something that is outstanding. There will be infinite things in the path to stop you, failure being one of them, but to ‘live’ instead of ‘existing’ you have to learn to take it no matter how bad it is. And as I have said facing problems isn’t as bad as sitting in the tent and thinking how horrible problems are!

Go out and try and don’t be afraid and don’t look around. People might think you are a lemon but don’t you think you are one. Because our thoughts affect our aura, our aura affects the surroundings, our surroundings affect the universe, the universe affects our destiny and we will eventually be the pine apple…………………..( there is a phase lag between the first event and the last event, phase angle directly proportional to amplitude of efforts)………………..

P.S: lemons who are feeling good about the blog should know that it’s written by a lemon and readers who don’t are in serious need of medical supervision

P.P.S: if you think are not a lemon and you have read this blog till end then think again